I wish she could see what I see. She thinks hes so perfect even though I know he would drop her in a heartbeat for a new piece of ass or if she is or isn't. What can I do to keep my racing heartbeat from exploding? She means so much to me in such a short time. I wish she could just be mine, especially when this douche bag doesn't treat her the way she deserves. And she still jumps up like an abused puppy when he asks to see her, wants her or texts her. Sometimes her happiness with him makes me sick, but more than anything, angry. I can't keep my jealousy hidden much longer. I make it too fucking obvious. But how can she not see it? I can treat her even a hundred times better but she just can't see it because of him. For now my words only land on deaf ears except for one. But he can only help me so much. We'll see, just as she says, but we'll see what becomes of this. She still wants him so I still don't know whether I will end up on the back burner yet but I want to distance myself for fear she will choose him and leaves me hurt.
this happened a very long time ago, I just thought I'd share it.
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